shinsei

The boy has issues.

Complete lack of confidence, lack of trust in his own skills, and to top it all off, absolute complete social anxiety. He's like a psychiatrist's dream come tru.

Now, if only he'd actually go to the shrink.

Fat chance.

Desc Dump!

shinsei is short, with a lithe, delicate frame. He's slender, slim waist, and enough muscle to discourage active perusal of his small bosom. An aggressive (if warm) smirk resides on his scarred and pockmarked face, framed by high cheekbones that look like they've been broken once or twice. His slender nose is in a similar state of being battered crooked one too many times. Delicate blue skin is covered with scars, burns, and the occasional natural blemish.

His dark indigo hair is cropped short enough that running your hand through it is not a viable option. Over his shoulders is a protective leather vest, scarred and worn with years of use and abuse, always open. Around his hips, barely remaining perched, are a pair of large leather pants, worn and frayed around the ankle. On his small feet are chunky steel-toed boots, the kind that klunk when they move, no matter what they're moving against.

He seems to be naturally blue, through-and-through. His eyes are a solid azure, his tongue blue, his teeth a faint blue. Scabbing cuts and scrapes reveal that even his blood is blue.

Player Notes

shinsei was initially just the other half of a pair of relatively normal people. But something always ate at shinsei. shinsei was always overcompensating, screaming, and in general trying to be bigger and badder. It suddenly came to me in a flash.

shinsei was trans.

Well! That was easy! Now all I have to do is get shinsei to realize it. Not hard. And then, he could go and do a simple operation and just be a normal boy.

Wait, wait, wait. What? No! shinsei was perfectly comfortable with that body, thank you very much!

shinsei is like a dark mirror of myself in many ways. I am very publicly an androgyne, and make no attempt to cover up my own feminine build. I prefer the gender pronoun "it" to imply neutrality. shinsei is just a little more masculine, and prefers "he". I'm not about to argue.