The following days were compounded by a supposed plot of revenge by the Bubbledolls, and an increasing loss of control due to new emotions, and others such as System and D trying to do essentially the same thing to her as she had done to Lupe - trying to save her without asking.
During her spiraling depression at her loss of free will, and the new chains of negative emotion, Grace became the first to offer her the chance to make a choice of her own - a different point of view, for a time. She chose to be strong enough to feel all the emotions, and act despite them. She sent letters out to Jini and Lupe, asking them to be there for her, as she was going to ask for help to a return to the indifferent, happy way she was before.
By the time Jini reached her, though, it was too late for her coherence to remain - and, because of Bubbledoll ethic, she did not ask if Ataxia wished a trial run, as she was in no mind to decide it. Ataxia had fully intended to ask for just that, so long as what she finally would learn about them upon asking Jini, as yet noone had told her more than to be afraid and not approach the Bubbledolls, did not seem terrible to her.
Jini helped push away all of Ataxia's fears and pain, leaving her, at least for a moment, with nothing but a clear mind of happiness and related emotion, no programing, no modifications. And, Ataxia perpetuated this state on her own, intentionally, willfully, and if she had really been worried after that point, desperately. But, it, and she, are bound to end up with a Pseudo Bubbledoll Crash. These events are ongoing at present time.
See: http://www.livejournal.com/users/ataxiapb/